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Looking forward to drive legally. I've been to fights and club at night but I'm trying a different lifestyle now. —Pearlyn Kaleidoscopez

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Die mother fucker die!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 12:19 AM
I've got no idea why but I don't feel like blogging anymore. Everytime when it comes to posting I'd feel very paranoid. I have no idea why either. But, I feel very down now. Luckily I wasn't how I was now, I used to cry everytime it comes to things like this. But never now.

Suddenly I feel so tired, tired of everything. Yes, perhaps others are right, I am not any typical girl you see on the street, I don't feel the same like others do, I assume, I think wild, I am not understanding, not everyone could tolerate me. Pretendance.

Sometimes I feel like being alone, sometimes it seemed like I am seeking for attention, sometimes I don't even know what I really want, sometimes I don't even know who am I, sometimes I feel like I rather die, sometimes I really want to give up, sometimes I hope you'd be there, sometimes I think I am better off alone, sometimes I really need you.

Argh, fuck it. Bye.